Depression
So, it's finally been decided that what is best for all of us, is for me to move into Cristy's apartment until we get a house. A wonderful woman in my ward has generously offered a spare bedroom and bathroom in her house for me or for Mom and Dad to stay in, but the cat needs someone who is home all day, and that's not me. I cannot stay in her home because the anxieties it has created in me are more than I can bear. I've been in this situation before, and there's a reason Cristy and I called our room "The Dungeon"... I will stay at Cristy's on her couch, and Mom and Dad will live in the RV. If I need a night away, I'll stay on the couch in the RV. It's just too painful for me to stay with the woman from my ward.